Anything....Reality

well...yeah....here I am...wid my new laptop...in the same room as my mom...sharing...again...but hopefully, soon...i can get into my own room.....yeesh, i wish there was someone to talk to...no one online...u.u...but, i suppose..there's one person i really want to talk to right now...too bad..i guess...u.u i rented a video game..called "Hack" i noticed there were 2 cds...so i tried out one...it was WAY confusing...i was like..."wth...o.o" so yea...i finally decided to look at the other cd....turned out it was a dvd...movie in fact...my eyes lit up to the thought, "NEW ANIME!! OMGOSH!! *_*"....i watched a lil, but i noticed it drew close to 9:30...time to phone Boo...i was excited to tell him about it...(as coreny as that sounds)....#-# due to certain incidents tho...i didnt get in contact wid him..and im wondering when i will....u.u...i would continue watching....but it...just doesnt interest me ne more...*sigh* my heart is too heavy...maybe im being overly-emotional?..my brother's happy...no more lil sister to bother him.................argh. w/e....wat should i do...................what......What should I do? Do you think I should start typing properly?

Paragraphing properly? Well mannered typing? yeesh....ewww...too lazy to do that....

im just writing stuff to waste time...wasting time is fun...i kno im not one of those type of people who wonders wat i could of done in that wasted period of time...i just wait till times that r more interesting to come.....hmmm i type fast....(yes...that's how much i dont haf to do...) yes...well...yea....uh-huh...ummm....ano...ano...ano.....huh....umm...yea....ehhh....ano...

Do yaa kno wat Astrid means? it means, "divine strength". do i really haf "divine strength" dunnooo.....does ne one kno wat Renae means? it means..."reborn"..i wonder if ive been reborn.......is it raining?...o.o'' my mom just said "nooooooo!" ehh...ic ..................my leg hurts, my neck hurts, and my bac hurts and im sure my foot is asleep....YEESH! laptop..my fartietoodle...not doing so well on my lap now is it @.@
*crosses legs*....wobbly...
meh.
oooo my foot hurts...*all da blood is rushing bac*
r u good @ acting? i dun think i am. and i also no that a lot of people say stuff about me when im not there. maybe...not mean things, but they say wat they really think about me. i wonder if i care or not...^.^
*sigh* i wanna punch the wall or scream. just wanna...everyone says "u got it so good. u got nothing to cry about." yes yes. i am happy-go-everything. misses spoiled-to-the-bone enthusiastic lazy brat. i dunno how to take the bus, in fact, i dont kno a lot of things...(even tho "i think i kno it all")

sometimes i dont care about the future, sometimes i dont care about ne thing, because i kno it will always b the same. doesnt mean i wont live on tho. doesnt mean i loose site of things. i see reality. And i can take it.

~HoShi